If you can read the whole thing and actually give a decent answer easy 10 points?

atm im only on my second proper relationship, and after my first one, every time we had an argue ment i would be so upset, i'd like cry and everything and the butterflys in my stomach out of fear of being left by him were so unreal, but now the second one, i love him so so much but when ever we argue, i dont care as much as i did with the first, when i want to cry, no tears come out, the butterfly upset feeling lasts about 10 mins then i just dont care, nothing compares to my first 'love' and well when i have my 3rd boyfriend i will really know if i will care less, but i can deffo say that with my second one even though i love him just as much as the first im not as caring. which is weird because hes amazing :) <3